No news is....

....not bad news? Not good news either. The MRI and other test results came back. Shadows, but mostly nothing really. Standard follow up is to repeat the scans in six months, but they want me to come back in three months, not because they expect to find anything, but because the lymph node results after the surgery were so unexpected and they are unsure what it means. (To me, this says it has spread and is just hiding and until there are symptoms, there won't be any useful test results). Sigh. I like answers, and am very unsettled when I don't have any. I know this is mostly good news, but there's a question hanging out there and I won't be ok until that is answered.